I wish I was skinny and could wear whatever I wanted to wear.

This just applies to my self, I couldn’t care any less about everyother girl and what size clothing they chose to wear. (Unless it’s really tacky…) But I just can’t bring myself to wear tight tops because I hate my stomach so much. Wearing those tops makes me feel uncomfortable, and I can’t handle wearing uncomfortable clothing because it makes me feel really bad.  I work out four or more times a week, but due to my bad eating habits I can’t loose the extra pounds. Five weeks of being injured during summer didn’t help either. My biggest concern now is that we are going to Athens with my team. That means a week in the sun, with a minimum of clothes on, and being around fit and skinny people 24/7. Fuck.




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